Deciding of Life Priorites

since the events of last year the god awful break up which left my life upside down and me rapidly spinning out of control I had only just at the time started working for my self  so I was very stressed to say the least I do feel now over a year latter that I have started to pull things back together don’t get me wrong they are  by no means perfect as yet but they are getting better  day by day.

I’m now having CBT to help me  deal with the stress that I’ve been under during the relationship with he who shall not be named I had put on a lot of weight which I have only recently started to shed.  So back to the gym it is for me  and lot of healthy eating My diet is seriously improved but this can fluctuate most of the foods Ive been eating have had mostly been vegetarian I’ve also found my love of cooking again.

red guacamole I made with onions, baby tomatoes and tomato puree with veggie burgers  this was great guacamole

Ive also started to draw again  which is some thing that I love.

I went on a date on saturday we spent the whole day talking about  random stuff it was great I hope we meet up again.

so all in all things are looking  up whoop .

So what i relay need to keep doing is focus on doing things that help me out and can keep me moving forward.

Oh the wonder

Oi life stop shiting on me for a Moe please stop bringing me up to the nice giddy heights of pleasure then dropping my arse right back down to the crap life hmm

As you can guess Dear reader you can guess yep it was valentines yesterday and here little me finds my self single again and sitting on my arse moping about gawd why do I do this to myself maybe I should just give up hmm maybe.

And yes it’s the middle of the day and I’m writing a blog I know oh my has she gone insane what happened to my latenight smoking drinking bloging ways well peeps I now have a new job which requires me to be up at a outrageous time in the morning yes lets just say any thing before 6 o’clock in the morning is inhuman well that’s unless your just going to bed at that time that is he he.

Right I will continue this rant latter today as I have to go and get back on with stuff TTFN peeps .

Take me away from here

take me away from here away from the wind and snow

take me to place where the the sun shines and the wind doesn’t blow

take me where there’s no snow no rain or no wind to blow

take me to a place where there’s no sorrow

no pain or heartache